Thursday, April 10, 2008

What is Next

Many nights, while I sit in front of the television and wonder what I am going to do with my life, I think that maybe I wasted my college years. I feel like I should have figured out what I was really good at and what I wanted to do with my life. Then I realize, I wouldn't go back and change anything. I enjoy everything I did in my college years. If I had done an internship at a publishing company, I never would have become an RA or worked at ResComp. I never would have learned as much as I did or made the friends I did. No, I don't regret the decisions I made in the past. I don't believe in regrets.

Without the past all I have is the present and future. My problem then becomes where is my life going? If my past decisions aren't the problem then I need to make the right decisions now and that's the hard part. I don't know what's next and that's a little terrifying.

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