What is it like to lie to yourself, trick yourself into believing the life you created for yourself is the life you wanted.

How different is it from simply lying to others. When you lie to others and know the truth does that make a difference then when you life to yourself and believe it. When your whole life is a fictitious set of emotions and memories.

What must it have been like for him, age 5, the weight of his family on his shoulders. What it must have been like to be engulfed by celebrity for the majority of your life. What must it have been like to have no childhood and to spend your adult life trying to capture it again.

You can't go back again, you can't recapture what you've lost, but you can live in memory through your music.